I have the words, but how am I supposed to say them?
Collection of letters only to have it all lost
With only a few days left by the hem
How silly must it feel to be waiting to defrost
From a person who forgot how to smile
I wonder what happened
Was simplicity fading away with each mile?
Or did they trade in their smile hoping for something less dampened?
With these days slowly ticking
From what I used to be and transforming into what I am now
My waiting is flickering
And with time I will disallow
No more what if
No more useless I love yous
From a person who leaves me naked
To defrost in the middle of June
For whatever value brings
Do not take defeat
Shield away from the swings
That love could appear to be bittersweet
Only when I see
That me can be I
Give myself away
To the one who deserves